Sad..
today I thought I’d start to get a life
only to prove I’m wrong
I just figured I lost the drive to write
do what I used to love
put opinions into writing
fight for what I believe in
influence others behind a name
and make a change
but no…
it’s never gonna be the same again
unknowingly, life’s all about..

HIM.

and nothing else matter.

loneliness strikes again, darling..
every tick of the clock
brings sadness into my whole being
and yes, I feel like I’m dying
my heart is crying, whispering your name..tears are falling like rain..
cry of sorrow is flooding my brain
oh my darling, will I ever get to kiss you again?..

I don’t want to reminisce my darling
I only end up crying
Yet again, here I am hanging..longing..

My darling…
Who would have thought we can go this far?
It was over a year of hell
Suppressing emotions
Figthing over fears
Spending lonely nights
Missing you everyday
Longing for you in my waking hours

Those days are over…almost

I dreamt of being with you
Not anymore, you are close as I wanted you to be..
Yes, you are larger than life
You are proving to be my life
Amazing what love can do
How I love you so..

I cried all the lonely nights we are apart
Now I get to sleep tight
knowing you are around
Nevermind that you snore
It’s music in my ears
You never know the feeling
Seeing you first thing in the morning

I longed to touch you
Now I can, whenever I want to
Your eyes
I see your soul in them
Your lips
It spoke a promise of a lifetime
The person in you
A beauty to behold
You stir all the emotions within
Emotions I never thought still exist

I love you
Not a million words can ever explain
I just do
More than life itself, I do
And I’m not letting you go

Happiness, that’s you.
Good morning:)

Lips fused
Tounge mingling
Hands touching
Legs nudging
Body arching
Heavy breathing
Screaming
Your name

Dreams
Only in my dreams
My darling…

I talk to you but its not the same as touchin’ you
And every time you whisper my name, I wanna run to you
We’ll be together, it won’t be long, it won’t be long
But it feels like forever, and its hard to be strong

Baby ‘cause I’m missing you now
And its drivin’ me crazy
How I’m needin’ you baby
I’m missing you now
Can’t wait till I’m alone with you
To show you how I’m missing you now

Wishin’ you were here by my side is all that I can do
Got my arms around my pillow at night, they should be
holdin’ you
Thought I was stronger, how could I know, how could
I know
I can’t take this much longer, its so hard on my soul

Baby I just can’t wait, till I see your face
Chase away this loneliness inside
When you’re close to my heart, right here in my arms
Then and only then, will I be satisfied
I’m missing you now
We’ll be together, it won’t be long, it won’t be long
But it feels like forever, and its hard to be strong